it's my birthday, it's my birthday!

hari ni mood best giler and rasa sayang giler kat rdz sebab kitorg dapat celebrate besday sama2 before he went outstation early morning. we have turned 19 today! (dalam khayalan) ahahahah and bekoz rdz hadiahkan another beg jurulatih! sayang you mmwahh mmwahh..

next year dah masuk 30 uols! dulu masa kecik2 aku bayangkan umur 30 tahun tu dah dewasa habis dah, aku bayang umur 30 tahun, aku ada husband yang kacak, rumah banglo, dan kete bmw, anak dah 2 orang pastu ada keje best.

pergh!!nak yang best2 je. hehe now let me see apa yang aku ada skarang:

a) Husband yang kacak - checked, (kacak kewwww..hehehe yayang u adalah terkacak di mataku, dun worry, tp kalau hans isaac lalu sebelah i tengok jugakla sepintas lalu, lepas tu sebut astaghfirullahalazim.... :P)

b) Rumah banglo - nope, takde. umah aku teres dua tingkat, tapi i love it, love it, love it! cukup dah kot, alhamdulillah. beso2 susah nak cuci. tp sebab harga kat kl/selangor ni mahal nak mampuih, aku sebenarnya boleh jugak beli banglo tapi di negeri kedah dan tempatnya bernama  Ceruk Tuk Kun.

c)  kete bmw - nope, takde. hehe takpelah, kete yang ada ni pun aku meroyan nak membayor bila kena servis/rosak. kete pilihan aku adalah kete yang akan memberikan ketenangan hati apabila ia ter'rosak' atau apabila menservis nya. i.e myvi.

d) 2 anak - ni pun takde huhu tapi siapalah aku nak argue rezeki Tuhan. Alhamdulillah dengan apa yang ada.

e) keje best - arguable but i'm doing fine. walau ada ketika rasa nak cekik2 bos aku tapi takpelah. aku sod ba ro, sabarrrr...

anyway, as always, I have learned that for the past 29 years, what's important is that peace in your mind and heart. in life, people come and go, money comes and goes, family; as devastating as it is, will also come and go. what remains is your deal with Allah and the truest virtue is heaven. cakap berdegaq-degaq tapi harapannya supaya aku slalu ingat benda ni and not getting lost in this world.

this year i wish for:

a) i wish for many children if it brings the best out of me, and the best out of this world.

b) i wish for my parents and rdz' parents to have long life, with GOOD HEALTH for them to be able to perform ibadahs, as much as they wish, and just be happy in their golden years. May I have the time, energy, and substances to provide for them till the end.

c) i wish for good health!!! because health cannot be bought anywhere.

d) akhir kata, harap aku akan bahagia dengan rdz sampai bila-bila dan jugak bahagia dengan Allah. amin..

 this is me if i turn a hundred

happy birthday to me and i love my readers!!!! hehe (tahsape sape tah nak love tapi lantokle kan. this goes out especially to my lovely readers yang follow blog ni since 2005 lagi)